maybe i had enough.. i do love him so much.. but i had enough.. had enough lies to last my lifetime.. had enough heart aches that my heart don't know how to heal.. had enough tears that it left permanent imprint on my face.. had enough loneliness in my heart that i do not know how to create new relationship.. i had enough..
i had enough.. i guess this is the limit.. this is the end of line.. i want it to end as much as i want to stay..
it is not anger anymore.. its frustration.. with myself and with him.. i could not put the blame on him.. i was the one who encourage it.. i let him take me for granted.. i let him lie to me.. accepting whatever was thrown at me.. i'm frustrated because i let him to treat me like that.. i was begging like dog.. yep.. that the words.. i'm his dog.. and he is my master..
so.. what should i do next?
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