I'm a natural born leader

been away for 3 days. teambuilding program. i am so tired but learn alot.

i discovered that i'm a born leader. i was born meant to be a great leader. that is why i always think about others first. that's why i always have headache and heartache. that's why everyone matters to me. i love to be in control.

haha. but i lack charming and assertivenes. this is something that i need to work on.

haayyyyaaaa.....

macam mana nak ubat hati yang sakit?

tell me how?

it can never leave you..

i hate this.. it still there.. why oh why it can never go away.. it stay in the corner waiting for me. when i'm feeling vulnerable, depressed or just little blue it will come and hit me hard.

people told me to forgive the past for it to move away.. i tried.. oh i tried so very hard but forgiveness do not come easy.. i hate to hate one that i love..

i miss them.. my little munchkins

i miss them.. so bad..

my three little heroes.. my little soldiers.. my little bucuk bucuk bacin boys..

simple sore throat..

i'm on mc today.. bad throat.. i mean sore throat.. not h1n1 whatsoever.. but i've spent half day in hospital for the simple reason of having sore throat.. i've got an appointment for something way to far from my sore throat..

if it's going to be bad.. then let this be a starting point.. because of the sore throat and choices that i've made.. maybe it might be nothing.. just a simple twisted muscle or something.. but at least i finally know.. all thanks to simple sore throats..

so dear friends.. even if u have sore throat.. be thankful for it.. maybe it could save your life.. or something.. erghh

but until everything is confirmed.. i need a new mantra.. "im fine.. i'm feeling great.. my body is healthy.. thank you Allah for the healing.."

but why.. oh why i want to cry...

i'm fine..thank you

I'm fine.. thank you for asking.. well life still sucks but hey.. at least you still alive.. when i woke up and see my three little angels bergolek2 around me it really make my day..

there will always be the ups and downs but i just let them be.. i live my life a day at a time.. cherish every moments.. even when i cried my heart out.. at least i can cry.. i laughed out loud whenever something funny happens.. at least i can laugh.. i know somewhere someone suffers more than what I've endured.

on the other hand, i've something more important to think about.. at least i could stop thinking about lara di hati.. hehehe..

do you know that there are two person that you dreaded to see.. when u have bad hair day or bad teeth. 1. dentist 2. hairstylist

1. if u have bad teeth, dentist will pull it out.. u can never replace a teeth..
2. if u have bad hairday.. u might thinking twice going to a new hairstylist cause u may have a new hairstyle that u hate.. n the bad think is u might need to shave your head..

errghh.. what i'm rambling about.. ngantuk ke hape nih?