Thank you all

Assalamualaikum..

Dear friends,

Thank you for all your thoughts and doa. I really appreciate it. I find solace in each words. Thank you very much.

I know I have to be strong. I know I have to accept this ujian as part of Qada and Qadar. I must accept that there is a Bigger plan for me which I have no idea what it is yet..

Therefore, I have to put a stop to all this self pitying.. Crying.. blaming.. I have to open my heart and embrace this ujian. Even if it hurts me so much..

Thank you all..

Pengkhianatan demi pengkhianatan..

Hati ni dah tak larat nak tanggung pengkhianatan demi pengkhianatan yang diberi.. aku sokong dia.. aku beri kebaikan tapi dibalas dengan kejahatan.. bila aku baru nak bangkit dengan semangat baru.. dia bagi aku racun.. dia tikam aku..

aku penat.. aku penat.. aku penat.. aku nak gembira.. aku nak bahagia..

rasa sangat bodoh..

Aku rasa sangat bodoh.. sangat lemah.. macam takde spine.. lemah sangat.. biarkan diri hanyut.. lupa realiti.. tak focus..

tolong aku untuk kembali ke alam realiti.. aku ingin kembali..

I'm desperate!!

I hate her.. that ***** who makes my life miserable.. I hate him too.. for making me unhappy.. I hate myself for hating people.. I hate my lifee!!!!

Buntu

Aku buntu.. apa yang harus kulakukan..?