Yesterday I celebrated Faris's third birthday. it's been 3 years (almost) since the major heart break. am still mending the broken pieces. still nursing the healing cuts and battered soul. but i'm still here.. surviving what life throws at.
since nothing exciting happens in my life for the time being (excepts few deadlines.. work related.. *yawn*) i believe it is time for me contemplating year 2010. and today being the last day of Zulhijjah, what better time to reflect on our life.
i would say, i am happy for all the good deeds that i've done. could do better in managing my nafsu. lots of sins committed (aware or not) Astaghfirullah hal azim.. (Ya Allah, please forgive me) however, i could do better.
financially wise, i'm broke. but alhamdulillah. still have something to eat. could do some strict financial management. in terms of career, opportunity come knocking. i'm not sure whether i should answer it or not.. maybe i should. people said that rezeki come in different shapes and forms. overall, i'm happy with my life. even if a bit mundane. a lot better that last year in fact. so alhamdulillah.
so moving forward. i'm going to focus my energy towards my little precious. schools and all. i have no plan whatsoever. bulldoze my ways towards the new life as a schoolgoing-children mom and also juggling career and home. to be honest, apart from the "heart" factor, my current life arrangement suite me just fine. sure there are some adjustment here and there, but i'm honestly felt happy with the way things are. unless you put the love-hate-jealous-murderous factor into the equation. it is not good for my health to dwell on the negative.
and in all.. i'm very happy to report that i led a healthy life (in my point of view.. i don't really care what others think) i could do better in certain aspect of my life. but overall, Alhamdulillah, Thank You Allah.
Let it be..
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...all the toughness should be there... going through all the pains which lead to gain a glorious end of the day...
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