The picture speaks thousands words..

I'm not going to post the picture here.. but i've put up the picture in a frame so that the boys can see..

the smile is genuine because the happiness is for the kids.. they enjoyed the trip.. no doubt..

when the picture was taken.. my hand brushed his.. but he never reach out and hold my hand.. it just hung there.. and i wasn't try to reach him..

we were together.. walking side by side but not closed enough.. i felt like having a day trip with a friend..

i've started questioning my feelings.. well.. it still hurts..

the picture speaks thousands of words that i could not say.. not here.. not to anyone.. but it shows..