thousand words lost in thousand of feelings

aku ada banyak benda nak dicakapkan. nak diluahkan. tapi takde sape yang sesuai untuk aku dengarkan..

kenapa masih ada rasa marah.. rasa benci.. aku nak buang dia jauh jauh dari hidup aku. aku nak dia pergi jauh jauh. biar takde sikit pon bayang dia dalam hidup aku. boleh tak?

it's freaky..

it is freaky when what you are dreaming comes true.. huyyoo.. kalau best takpe.. kalau mimpi tak jadi real.. aiseh..

takpe.. yg penting.. mimpi best aku jadi real.. muahahahahahaha

tired

feels a bit exhausted. both mind and physical. been doing alot of things these past few days. alhamdulillah, apart from invitation to 2 buka puasa event, i managed to home-cooked my meals. so far, nasi ayam, nasi lemak, nasi lauk, kebab, roti john and some kueh. I even managed to wipe up mashed potato on the first day of ramadhan.

kurang pahala puase cerita pasal makanan. but i love food and i love to cook. unfortunately only immediate family members managed to taste my food. hehehe.. few have managed to get a taste of my superfantasticfreakylicious nasi lemak..(sendiri puji.. hehehe) and have requested me to bring more. but that's all i can manage with the time i have. and it also depend on the situation.

but back to the topic of exhausted. i've been feeling lethargic for these few days. i couldn't sleep at nite and thanks to FB, it make the matter worst. (hehehe..)

been doing a lot of thinking (which contribute to the sleepless nite) which i need to stop..

ayyaaaa